Me Before Me

"Me Before Me"

"Past is past", these words are one of the famous lines in our entire life but what is special in our past?  For others, past is nonsense because what can you do about your past?  ,Can you change it?, Can you even make your mistake right? Of course no. Have you ever think about what past you have? , is there any question in your mind when you hear the word past? Have you imagine what kind of person you are before you're reincarnated?, what are your abilities back then? or have you ever asked yourself "who am I back then? "

One day, I just came up on asking myself in front of the mirror, questioning and staring at myself. Did you experience staring on an object. You don't know why ,it's just that you can't remove your attention on that thing. I always experience that kind of situation. I was so curious of what kind of person I had before. I am always thinking and wishing that I can travel through time just to see what's before me but sadly I can't. It's weird because I am always thinking or maybe talking to myself. I always wonder what kind of being or person am I back then? There are so many thoughts on my mind. I think that maybe I am a creature that can fly because when I look into the shining blue sky I feel like my place is in there. I don't know. I just feel weird but I'm not saying that back then I was an angel. No, not like that because I feel like I'm just a creature, like a bird or something like that. Not just being a creature that can fly, I also thought a lot of things. Since I love arts and writing stories, I think that before I had reincarnated, I was an artist and a writer who already created a masterpiece and created a lot of stories . I think my arts and stories back then are all about dreams and fantasies since I love that kind of theme maybe I was just like that back then. Those things are just in my mind. I'm not pretty sure about myself and about my thoughts.

I really don't believe in reincarnation but I think there's nothing wrong on believing and since I really have a weird feeling about reincarnation ,maybe I had lived like that. For me, just look to yourself now and you'll find who you are back then. For now I'll just keep those thoughts on my mind and let it exist only in my imagination.